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November 08

十一月的我

人的心情像天氣
晴天不會是永存的
間中會有陰天,雨天
但是沒有陰天雨天
你又怎么知道晴天是多么的美麗呢?
 
但近來不知為什么
總覺得自己活在雷暴中..
晴天好像逃離我的樣子
以前一直樂觀天真的我去那里了...
被ASIGNMENT和LIFE給吞沒了嗎??
 
我開始懷疑自己的能力
現實跟理想真的相差太遠了
很多事想像中是多么的美好
但是實踐起來, 真的有夠困難的..
到底我怎么了...
 
社會上很多事,很多遊戲
我真的不想去玩,也玩不起
能還給我一個平平凡凡
輕輕鬆鬆過日子的我嗎????
好想念在上海讀書的日子
天天真真,無憂無慮......(除了考試)
每天嘻嘻哈哈...
我只追求這樣簡簡單單的生活
真的....
簡單平凡 -- 不就是很好嗎?? 對嗎???
July 17

Six month

Actually, I haven’t any doubt about my ability. I always believe, everything will be successful with your hardworking. But in the same case, I never believe myself that I will do everything better than others. Because I know, one mountain should be get another higher than it.

 

Half year already, it is not long but it isn’t a short time. I gave up so many things and then made this decision to come here. Do you know how difficult about it? But now, do you know, I can’t see any success about me. English, I think it definitely was my difficulty in my life. I can’t say I haven’t any progress than before. But I think my level just likes somebody who graduates in high school. How unfair about it? I am very sad and upset about this. I am angry about my helplessness. But before, I went to shanghai to study. I got the same problem about it. I can’t understand the teacher what he/she said as well. And I can’t communicate with my friends as well. But but but……at least, I can understand the word. I know Chinese. But now, English Vocabulary in my brain, just a little. I really think now I study not just work hard that I will pass it. I am very confused and despaired right now.

 

At least, I think the unhappy thing will not happen together it you have the good mind. But actually it wasn’t. Without studying, I have so much housework for me to do. It was not quite difficult but wasn’t easy at the same time. But all of those things can make me tired. Calm down; calm down to cope the problem. I have no doubt about my problem but at last I need to do that. I really can’t endure all of this thing happen in my shoulder in the same time. Although I am a man, I am a human as well.

 

Two weeks ago, I had the new course already. It is a quite difficult course and makes my mood going down. I admit, I worried about this course but it is not stand for the phenomenon which I will give up. I will try. Now I can do one thing just trying. If I fail with my trial, I will not regret. But if I fail without any trial, I will feel very regretful in my full life. Yes! You are right, maybe I need, I think I have to try my best to face it.

 

 

坦誠地說,我從沒有懷疑自己的能力,我總相信,只要努力,總會成功的。

但同時,我亦沒有相信過自己,能做得比別人好,能勝過別人,因為,我總相信,一山還有一山高。

 

半年了,說長不長,說短不短,當初放棄了一切,下了很大的決心跟勇氣,才能來到這樣。但現在,自己卻看不到有半點的成功感。英語,我想是我人生當中一大的死敵,我不能說自己沒有進步,只能說,自己的進步,別人己在高中時做到了。我很失落,很氣餒,為什么自己會這樣?憎恨自己的無能,痛恨自己的不材。曾經,在上海時,也有這么一般的失落,普通話也是我的死敵,我經常用此來與現在對比,聽不懂老師講課,跟別人溝通不了,這一切一切,疑似相同,但卻存在确确切切的差異性。文字在我腦海里頭,實在少得可憐,在上海,我至少可以看得懂文字,但在這呢?我能得到什么?真的不是下苦力才能實現的,我很迷茫,很彷惶,很無助..................

 

至少,我一直認為,不愉快的事,不會接二連三發生的,因為這只是心態的問題。生活逼人,每天隨了學習,還得要處理自己的日常生活、家頭細務。說難不難,說易不易。但足以令我覺得身心也覺得疲累。冷靜,冷靜處理問題,我從不懷疑自己會有什么問題,但最後,我卻要被冷靜去考慮一下問題。我真的無法再去承受多樣事情欺壓在我的肩膀上,我是男人,但我也是人啊!!

 

這兩周,一個嶄新的課程開始,一個足以我令我由天堂拉到地獄的課程,一個足以令我心情由谷頂跌落谷底的課程。我承認,我存在著失落,但不代表我會放棄。嘗試,是我現在只能做到的事,嘗試了而失敗,我會死而無憾,足以令我不會後悔;不嘗試而放棄,會令自己死不至愉。你說得對,I think I have to try me best to face it.

 

June 06

理想與現實

曾經

每個人都為自己的理想而努力!

曾經

我也想為實現自己的理想,而努力!!

但人非草木

人是有感情的動物,理想與現實,是不能共存的東西

在理想的世界里,充滿歡樂,充滿幻想,充滿希望

然而,人活在這殘酷的社會里,

要兼顧家庭,生活,前途~!!

這一切一切的事,迫使人們背棄自己的理想,踏進殘酷的現實社會里!

 

看見友人的BLOG

為他曾未想過投身教師行業但如今樂在其中而高興

曾經,教師是我理想的職業(由小學開始)

慢慢地,我發覺,這一理想在我身上不太可能現實

即使現在,我還對它充滿著一點點的熱誠

但是,時間己經不容許我再嘗試,不容許我再嬉戲了

曾經的理想可能只是一輩子的理想

曾經的希望可能只有一絲絲的希望

 

職業,只是人生當中其中一個不可想像的事物

也是其中一個既來之,則安之的東西

一旦選擇了,就不能回頭

或很困難地再回到起點,重新再去走

然而,人生里頭,這种"東西"卻存在著千千萬萬個

不能給自己後悔的机會

不能給自己重走的理由

而人們每天都為自己的將來而努力

為自己的"不後悔"而努力著

甚至會做自己不想做的事,踏入自己從未踏入的國度

感受那新奇可怕的事物,接觸那冰冷陌生的人

為的是什么

就是為了自己的將來,為了自己那"不後悔"

 

來到這里

使我真正了解到,世界上的不公平

電視劇里經常出現的事,現實世界上真的存在

有些人,從小便可以活在那可以不勞而獲的世界

就算努力,也可不為自己的將來而煩惱

因為他們的路,己經順順利利地被安排好

無憂無慮,無牽無掛,逍遙自在

 

而我,

卻要為自己未來那未知之路而擔憂

卻要為自己現今那未知之數而煩惱

人生在世

到底"理想"與"現實"那一個重要

"理想"與"現實"真的不可以共存嗎?

還是

有什么方法,可以把它們共存呢?

April 16

separate again

I know……I can’t explain this emotion in English very well because I always think chinese word can explain my emotion than English.but last time,last year, I say this in  chinese already. So this time, I would like to try to use English.

 

July,2007. It is my last time to see my best friend when we graduated. Yes, I admit. I am very missing him and I don’t want to leave with him because we did much thing in the university together and we chated much secret. I can say he is my best friend in university. But, I need come back to my hometown and he need go to another place to study continually and he come from north in China and I am south. So it is mean we need to separate. And we don’t know whether we can see again in the future or not.

 

This time, I have a chance, I have this good chance for me to meet him again. so I try my best to get this.I leave alone and I go alone. I go to another country when I came in UK. It is my first time to take to airplane in English. I admit that I afraid. I don’t know if I have some problem whether I can ask someone in English or not. But at last, all is ok that I can do it myself.

 

6 day trip isn’t a long time but also isn’t a short time. We live and play together again. I enjoy it and I feel that feeling which I am in university again. I think that feeling come from relax, happy and friendship. But happy time always is so quick for us to pass it. 6 day is finished. We need to say goodbye again. i am very missing when I saw him off. But we haven’t any method, it is life. We must accept it.

 

I come back to my room again, continue to live here, continue to study. And he continue to study, continue to work. We live work hard for our life respectively. We don’t know what time we can meet again .But I know , we should get this chance. Do u remember?

“Li Liu, good luck for your life road. I believe we must meet again in the future.”

March 08

踏入UK的一個月

人生
說長不長,說短不短
人生在世
就是應該要有不一樣的經歷
但此番經歷,你卻不能掌握你是否會擁有
因為
命運有時,你捉不到,卻也摸不到
也不能在你的手上運轉著
踏入三月
來到UK,來到CAMBRIDGE
己經一個月了
相比在上海
這里會有更大的挑戰
亦有更大的新鮮
當初離開澳門,前往上海讀書
就己經是千里迢迢往異地
己經覺得見識邁進了人生大一步
如今,踏入UK
才發覺世界的另一端,
卻蘊藏著那完全極端的文化,完全不一樣
這里很多人是十多岁就來了UK
對於中西兩方的文化差異好壞
不宜予評
但自小接受了西方的教育
真的能開發個人的思維嗎?
我喜歡接受新鮮的事物
卻又厭惡新鮮事物帶來的刺激感
這次的機會
讓我踏進這里
我相信會是我人生記憶中不可抹去的經歷
這次讓我見識了許多,
讓我明白到過去的稚氣,過去的思想完全不能再復返
人生正如一列長途列車
站停下,
當你掙扎是否落時,往往机會就會流失
只有能堅定自己的意志
踏出自己的一小步,才可以見識到站下世界風景的一大步
當初決定下站的勇氣,如今仍歷歷在目
但至於踏入了CAMBRIDGE此站,我卻無悔無恨
因為無論好壞,也是我自己選擇的
路,是自己闖出來的
我相信,這此的機會,會讓我成長,會讓我成熟
我亦希望,這一此的機會,會讓我真真正正,成長起來
so,I have to treasure everything here that I have got.
February 14

My first blog in English

My first blog in English

 

Since last month,

Since I left Macau,

Since I came here,

I havent write anything in the blog. It isn’t that I don’t want to write sth here.

It just a promise which I say it before.

 

What promise do I made it?

Much much long time before, When I wrote sth in my blog(Include MSN blog and Facebook), I just wrote everything in Chinese. And I think about this, why cant i write it in English which I can use it to train my English? But at last, I give up about that. Because I know my English is very poor, very very poor, deeply poor. I have got any bravery to do that. Because when I want to say sth, I can explain it in English about my mind. I know, some guy will laugh at me about that because much of their  English is pretty great. So at last, I have one decision that I must study abroad to improve my poor English.

 

And I promise myself, my first blog when I go abroad, I must use it in English. Although all sentence is wrong, all grammar is wrong, maybe the tense, vocabulary and got the Chinese English, that is alse okay for my. Because now, I got the bravery to write down the blog in English. I feel very happy about this. Anybody can laugh at me. Come on. Hahahaha~~ And actually, I will try and try more about this. Just to improve. And any great English expert can be revise my English if u want. My pleasure.

 

Talking about my lift in UK, In the first time come here, it deeply very harder than first time when I want to shanghai. Because I don’t know how to talk to everyone in English. Also somebody want to say sth to me, I cant catch their mean. So I feel very disappointed. Actually I feel say at all. But now, although I also don’t know how to say and how to listen, but I have another view on this case. Just life, just learn, if I know how to say, why do I come here? I come here for what? Just for my poor English ar.

So so so , now, I know why I come here,I know what I am doing, I know what I want to gain. So, it just ok for everything now. Don’t worry about me. Do you remember my name? I am so called HAPPY MARCO. And everything will be okay, will be easy for me to think. And just think, only think, not to do. Haha~~

 

January 27

09快樂

終於
二零零九年
年初一降臨了!
這意味著
我亦快將離開澳門了

前几天
ASUS的電腦,終於到達的手中
這意味著
這一堆高科技電子產品
我己經準備好了
Sony,Apple,HTC,Canno ,  ASUS  ,CASIO ,
PSP ,Ipod ,HD ,Camera,notebook,計數机,好譯通
老實說
我從不懷疑自己會擁有這些電子產品
但我卻沒有想像過自己
能在不足一個月的時間內一次過擁有
但有苦,也有甜

一個月
瘋狂的上網找各產品的資料
瘋狂的進行資料搜集
瘋狂的問各大專家(謝謝各位的幫助)
一個月內
把自己的高科技電子產品資料Upgrade了不少

發現
現在科學又進步了一層
社會又進步了一大步了
自己的資料還停留在以前
看來以後一定要緊貼著社會的步伐才行了

擁有這么多自己夢寐以求的高科技當然開心
但要在短時間內把他們的軟件硬件弄通弄懂
卻也不是一件什么開心的事
這又令我想到另一件小事情
我好像從來也是不願意去習慣一個新環境
但當習慣了這個新環境時
卻又不願重新去習慣原來那個舊地方
以前澳門--上海兩地讀書
每次返回,我都有千萬個不捨不願
就好像不強迫自己,自己就不願去變新那樣
只能墨守成規,不成大器

不過anyway
一切也變了
我希望2009年,自己能夠改掉所有壞習慣
再希望以後的日子
我可以活得更好,更精彩,
最後希望自己順順利利,學有所成
當然
也祝福大家身體健康,心想事成啦.09快樂!!